its hard knowing that she doesn't know anything about her anymore, how she finds out stuff about her by other people that don't have anything to do with this. She feels like a total stranger, like its not the girl she knew and loved. But it is her. But at the same time she is not. And it hurts. It does. They barely talk anymore. Why is it to do now? save their friendship? how? when they are so apart? She had just found a letter that said TO NOT FORGET HER. She hadn't forgotten her. She couldn't, never. She wasnt the one who forgot. It was her.